I feel guilty. I feel I am a bad mommy.
It has been three days now that I don’t let baby C nurse on me. I am currently taking a magic coffee thus making my milk not anymore safe for her. And so, I wean her cold turkey style. Thankfully, I still didn’t feel the swelling breasts including the pain that reaches until the arm pit. I can still raise my arm, yahoo!
However, baby C started to become restless and almost doesn’t have a good sleep. She became so whiny and extra clingy. I am actually this.close to giving in but I always remind myself not to.
I just hope baby C wouldn’t feel I love her less now that I weaned her. I really feel guilty.
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