I felt so bad and guilty today.
Earlier today, around 2 in the morning, after feeling something heavy on my foot, I heard a loud thud. I immediately went off the bed to see my little girl on the floor. She was awake although she cried when I blurted out her name.
The husband woke up too only to find out I was caressing my little girl chest while repeatedly saying I was sorry.
He got the little girl that made Claire cry louder, only to find out that she wants to be carried by me.
After a few minutes, she nursed on me and went back to sleep. At the moment, I asked my mom to check on her and see if there are changes on her moods and movements.
It was the first time ever a child of mine fell of the bed. Even when I am sleeping, I am still aware of their movements. I really felt bad now. I am scared. I felt guilty.
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